Egoïste – 36


When I find you
I’ll find me

Stop, be still,
All this searching,
All this running,
Door knocking and screaming,
He’s here, open your heart,
The door was never closed,
He always hears,
He was never far.
Ignorant of your pulse,
Ignorant of your scars,
Feel the ridges of reality,
Feel the boundaries of insanity,
Feel everything,
Feel Him,
Feel me,


Egoïste – 35

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Descending into Me,
Is your ascent to eternity

Descend any which way you want!
He is love,
Let your heart sink,
Drop your ego,
Set with the sun,
Dive into the ocean,
Fall into an abyss,
Lower into your grave,
Whatever your descent,
Align your aim and point your arrow to eternity,
He is The First and He is The Last.
He is The Beginning-less, The Endless.
The Hidden, The Manifest.
That’s where you’ll find the all of me,
That’s where you’ll find He.

Revisiting this series feels good.

Egoïste – 34 – Destroy ‘me’


Love me like a semicolon;
End me so I can go on.

I’m not asking for much,
Reduce ‘me’ to rubble,
Tread on ‘me’ with imprint of boots,
Sledgehammer ‘me’ until I shatter to shards,
Trample ‘me’ with a herd of bulldozers,
Destroy ‘me’ until ‘I’ cease to exists,
Then in ‘You’, what’s left is true,
And will live on in bliss.


Egoïste – 33

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The price to pay for loving the divine
Is to all humanity, becoming blind
The currency; loss of mind

Part payment is not enough

In the end, you get what you pay for,
Give more, if you want more.
If you’re not willing, hard to fall,
Don’t complain if your lot is small.
The whole of you, you’ll have to sacrifice,
Paradise, has a steep price.


Egoïste – 32

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The broom bristles are blunt

I have swept out my heart for You.


They can’t wait for the day when:
“….Except those who come to him with a sound heart” 26:89

So they pander like paupers at the Kings door, hearts swept clean from everything in hope of:
“Rejoicing in the bounty and grace of God….” 3:171


Egoïste – 28


He wants us to come to Him whole, but the only way to come whole is to strip away layers of our being until naked.

Naked souls with no garments of vices.

The ability to recognise your garments will determine how easily you can remove them.

That is the Egoïste’s aim, they want Him all to themselves.