The hardest thing is to feed someone your entirety only for them to spit it back in your face.
Ingratitude laced with retaliatory and impulsive slurs, that are mined from a deep cesspool of hatred.
Because you rose above them, you bettered them. You shone a little brighter, you loved a little harder, you thought a little deeper, you lived a little happier, you became a little smarter, you prayed a little more sincerely and it all only has to be a little, it’s enough for envy to gnaw at their very being.
What a cancerous way to live.
Self destructing, self eating.
I pray for you, from a distance.
I cannot digest your intimacy any more.