I like that she punishes me for not keeping our intimacy pure
I have come knocking like a pauper at the Kings chambers only to realise no King dwells here, the nights kingdom is ruled by a Queen.
She kept me banished for many years from her presence.
The past month she has teased me with allowing me acquaintance but she holds on to that key and has guards at the gate. She can sever the relationship whenever she pleases and I will be excommunicated from the palace.
But that punishment only encourages me and builds a larger appetite.