It’s invitation only.
You will be denied passage
If you show up without the requisite invite,
She simply wont take you if you come uncommitted. You must be serious with her if you want to reap her rewards.
This love affair is no ordinary affair. She’s not afraid of the consequences, it’s you who’s afraid and she will not accept your fear for too much longer. She has work to do, others to help. You’re but one of her loves, one of her helpless. She will just as easily have forgotten you ever existed should you show signs of uncertainty.
She is generous enough to allow you to be in her company, don’t waste your chances.